Will I Be Able To Sleep Tonight?

Today was a tough day listening to the Epstein survivors speak about their trauma from the past when they were minors and/or college aged young women. One after the other spoke about what took place that robbed them of their right to be a functioning woman let alone teenager. One after the other spoke about... Continue Reading →

I Am Not Saying Goodbye, I Am Saying Farewell

Today will be a very difficult day for me because I have to euthanize my dog, Murphy. You see, he was diagnosed with aggressive oral cancer and treatment was not an option. Therefore, I am celebrating all the adventures we had in the past 7.5 years (I adopted him when he was 4yo). Hiking the... Continue Reading →

I Can’t Seem to Find My Way Out, No Matter What I Do

This weekend I found myself in the throes of feelings of loneliness of the grieving period. Which leads me to ask myself, how can I possibly even think that I am “alone” when I have so many friends, when I have terrific siblings, when I even have great neighbors? But is being alone the same... Continue Reading →

Dear Paul,

Today, Sunday, is the first day since you have been gone that I took nap midday, read a book, and had no plans whatsoever.  I wish I could say I am bored but that is not the case at all! First of all, my fundraising event for Expedition Inspiration is behind me now. We put... Continue Reading →

Sometimes I Get Frustrated

Have you ever noticed how long it takes to purchase a vehicle? How about a new cell phone? I swear signing a contract to submit an offer on a home is much easier! Let me give you an example. Let's say you are looking for a home. You ask around and get a referral for... Continue Reading →

Stains on Clothes are Memories

How does it happen anyway? Every single time I wear a light color, I inevitably spill something, That something is usually salsa, coffee or salad dressing, the three major sources of stains on my clothes. I used to get a bit irritated when this happened. Rats! Another blouse or shirt ruined! Until one fine day,... Continue Reading →

It’s Another Great Day

This may sound cliché, but what the heck. It is another great day. Ever since Paul left this planet, life has dramatically changed for me. From happily living with him in a classic rancher in the Lower Highlands, to packing and moving. Being a human yo-yo is the pits. But reality was that I had... Continue Reading →

Don’t Play Games

I have been on a learning path the past two months, and what a path it has been!  I learned by trial and error, that in order to function I had to let go of things. I had to release myself of some commitments, to change my mindset about where I live, and even relinquish... Continue Reading →

Dear Paul,

I thought of letting you know that I am feeling so much better than when you left before Thanksgiving. And yet, even though every day is better, every day is still difficult. I miss you so much. I kept busy in the first two weeks by surviving. I won’t go in to details, but suffice... Continue Reading →

Losing Someone Important

We will all lose someone important in our lives: a mother, a father, a brother, a sister, a dear friend. We will all deal with that grief in a different way with each person that passes.  In our lifetimes, we all will lose a very important person. But allow me to give one piece of... Continue Reading →

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